• Friday, November 30, 2007,10:59:00 AM
Trouble, Trouble, Trouble ('_')
Feeling very upset yesterday as many things happen in a day, that I dun even know how I should react. 1st was my Parent, follow by Work and last Stranger.
Parent :
My Mum went to throw cigarette on the floor and next you should know what happen lah. Kena caught and fined, but she dare not tell my Dad about it so she came to me. As my dad just discharge from hospital, medical fees had already kill me. And moreover my Dad have to rest for 2 - 3 months to recover and now only me and my mum supports the family. Yet she can still do this, I cannot accept... Alot of people tell her alot of time not to smoke in coffee shop, bus stop and also anyhow throw cigarette but she dun listen. Then now kena fined, blame me for going holiday and also I can go holiday meaning I got money to give her. But I also have to keep for my dad's medical bills mah like monthly check-up and weekly change of dressing as his hand just operate and we are not professional to do dressing for him. So all this money have to spent must spent, cannot becoz is expensive then we change ourself mah. Now everything seen to be my fault, I dun understand why. If I can cancel my trip I will loh, but the problem is I cant as we booked in last Sep.
Work :
As usual, always carelessly did something wrong and get dig out old story to said me. Kena said not professional enough to use Indesign, but himself (boss) never did anything. Asked to do Newsletters since 1 and a 1/2 month ago which is alot of time given, but 3 weeks ago was told that is 8 pages. I have to do other work too like bread distribution and designing year end gift for volunteer as appreciation. 4 pages of Newsletters can be done in 1 month but 8 pages I really rush myself like mad and also miss my breakfast and lunch just to finish it. Just yesterday went to orchard office for printing, end up is not what my design is. Then again said not professional loh and ask me How??? Who the Hell I know HOW??? I'm not a designer, mine position in FLC is Administrator. I'm not a Engineer, ask me what happen to the printer how come like that. Almost going crazy yesterday...
Stranger :
After the printing problem, I went to Novena to meet Dear to do something for his Sis and was about to take train to PS to meet our friend. Before we board the train he wanted to go ATM to withdraw money, then guess what happen.... A Stupid guy cut queue.... In very moody way, I said to him very softly and gentle :
Jas : Sir the queue is behind...
Guy : No, there are 2 ATM here so must have 2 queue....
Jas : thinking... ??? ..... Ok, but you must see everyone is queuing behind...
Guy : *Roll Eyes* at me
Jas : Silent........ (coz I damn angry and trying to control my temper, if not I guess I will scold him infront of everyone and confirm dun give him face coz he is in the wrong, speaking loudly to me and also not courtesy at all.)
Guy : (While his turn to withdraw) he asked, then you wanna go first???
Jas : Of coz......
Actually please agree that not only girls are unreasonable, guys tooo ok........ Feeling so piss off with him and he even roll his stupid eyes at me........
Then after withdraw and a stupid argument with that stupid guy, we board the train on our way to PS, suddenly my tears drop out and started crying like no body business.... Then Dear trying to hind me so that no one see me... But still all Singaporean are KPO, so all was like looking at me and whispering. Ok, ya I cried and so what??? Like polar says, coz you cant take it anymore.. True, heart feeling so pain and is like I keep controlling myself not to think of it and not to cry.....
This morning I was like laughing at myself for doing this but still feel like crying...........
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